Read once...

 So you read it one way...

Read it the other way... 

Learn what your Hara is...

HELP YOURSELF TO CRY

Endless wanderings

 Endless is too short...

I wonder if...

The river is longer but

The pain feels longer still

Than the sea is wide

The river's reach is wider still

The river brought us along

Out of our raging storms

It healed our sorrows 

And washed our tears away 

on the days both dark and bright 

When we are lost the flow keeps us...

Course corrected 

we forget sometimes

time is different for some

I saw an endless sky

Reflected in the flowing waters

Of our sons and daughters 

This endless sky I see today

 This day I hope and pray

Takes long enough

To go away

The river teaches 

Every road leads to the ocean 

We are the campfires by the river...

Even through the dark we shine our light

The river keeps the flow

So should we....

If age is the ocean 

Grab things that will not drown you

Be kind

 Be Calm 

Blessings of love and light ❤️ 

The void is beautiful

 The stillness feels like a wrap of kindness 

Around me...I am there...

Here... now

The nothingness is filled with only me

It is peaceful 

Does not need defense

Good enough is good enough 

I fight the good fight 

Which now has a cost

I lose.... 

...the opposite of what I Want now happens 

The opposite of what I think I need... happens 

The beginning of a new day happens when you 

Let go of the old you

A new you created by you

 in the void of pure silence 

I am lost magnificently 

I have no direction 

i am enough 

My beauty is wonderfully ugly

I am... 

Balancing the opposites of self

I circle... trying to stay in silence

This screams of perfection And perfecting oneself 

Into the movement of the swirling of consciousness 

The wave roiling and washing away

 that which is not needed 

Be kind Be Calm 

Blessings of love and light ❤️ 

Remember?

 What is this!??

Remember what?

Let me back up...

We have been living lives and learning many eons now

We came to earth this last occasion to function in different ways

Some of us teach

Some of us seek

Some of us just be....

Why don't we remember our past lives?

Because we don't need to learn how to ride 

A horse from here to there anymore...

This is a new life with gasoline and rockets and stuff...

This new life has something new...

Called a galaxy... other planets... other suns and solar systems...

these are new now... 

you did not know this in your past lives.

because Galileo did not invent the telescope yet...

and they imprisoned him for his ideas...

This new life is a new learning experience 

Just chill... observe... be you being... you

You don't need to qualify for anything 

You don't need to do anything... 

Just be... 

You will see and understand more as each new day reflects a new you

Each day makes you older... different... wiser...

A new you... daily

 capable of absorbing love and light more

 and reflecting that love and light out to the universe in your own way

... even just a smile does it from inside you.

Share... smile... shine

What do you have to give?

Just your love and light

Thats all your mom gave to you in her womb

before she brought you through the portal 

You flow on the ocean of love

You are a most special part of the ocean

You are the wave

The sunset is nice 

The water is nice

The breeze is nice

The scent of the ocean is nice

But.... you are not this...

You are the roiling churning energetic ever changing wave

You bring specific energies 

You are not simple... you are dynamic 

You are the change factor in the equation 

Surf... learn to surf the energy 

Learning to sip the teachings 

Sip the energy don't drink... sip

You are young in this life

Learn... walk don't run

Take the time to absorb teachings and understand 

Listen... this is something I am still learning...

No hurry....

Be kind Be Calm 

Blessings of love and light ❤️ 

Tough job

 So you are just standing here...

On two feet

And you raise one...

While doing this 

A large object falls out of the sky

You try to catch it...

But you are on one leg...

That's the message 

You immediately see the folly

You need two legs to do this...

Self doubt is a heck of a slowdown ...

Be firm and go forth

Falling down is just part of the process 

 Because there is no down to fall...

It's just perspectives and the fullness they bring.

My darkness is in love with my light self....

Dark and light up and down in and out 

We need to balance these and many more

One can't exist without its counter balance...

Its amazing... I am amazing... I am

Live with Joy Love and Light

The rest comes naturally

As it is the whole

Within you

Be kind Be Calm 

Blessings of love and light ❤️ 

Your inner child

 You were not lied to.

Santa clause and the easter bunny are true...

To a five year old.

You are fed little pieces of bigger truths.

Maybe 5 pieces for 5 year olds....

Maybe 10 pieces for 8 year olds... and so on...

As you get older the information changes to larger truths and ideas

 Which then connect to many other truths together. 

Each new piece of information add to the older teachings to give you a brighter picture. 

So your first step into reality

 ...and interaction with cosmic forces 

May be far from the truth but a beginning step for you.

As you grow you now have more capacity to add and understand more... simple

There is no set speed to uncovering and learning the truth which

 you will become aware of.

Go slow in your learning... do you.

As a creator... create what feels like truth to you...

In time even this You will add to

... and make larger and brighter...

As you see new ideas being formed and learned.

Be kind Be Calm 

Blessings of love and light ❤️ 

Yin and Yang is One

 You are both positive and negative ... 

Right sided and left sided...

Ask your legs...

As a photo of the circle of Yin and Yang will show

There are no stops around the circle.

Light and dark balance each other.

The simple reality and science is this...

Every action has a equal and opposite reaction...

Simple

Adding of one thing... 

means you are Giving up some of the other... or...

You have a larger place to refill...

To bring back a balance of your vibe... 

As one is now larger than the other...

What other is this?

Any other you are working on at the time...

The two sides... this or that... love or hate... etc

Reminds me of an old saying of mine...

On a sinking ship... the more gold you grab....

The less your ability to swim.

In life... take things that will not drown you.

Try to keep rebalancing yourself 

Daily...

We need both positive and negative aspects of ourselves 

... to keep a balance in our minds...

Balance is key...

So we can more easily find our truth....

And create the new...

We As humans are failure prone...

No biggie.... 

 and must understand our Higher purpose 

as we grow

As the cosmos teaches us through maybe....

Trial and error?

Be kind Be Calm 

Blessings of love and light ❤️