The void is beautiful

 The stillness feels like a wrap of kindness 

Around me...I am there...

Here... now

The nothingness is filled with only me

It is peaceful 

Does not need defense

Good enough is good enough 

I fight the good fight 

Which now has a cost

I lose.... 

...the opposite of what I Want now happens 

The opposite of what I think I need... happens 

The beginning of a new day happens when you 

Let go of the old you

A new you created by you

 in the void of pure silence 

I am lost magnificently 

I have no direction 

i am enough 

My beauty is wonderfully ugly

I am... 

Balancing the opposites of self

I circle... trying to stay in silence

This screams of perfection And perfecting oneself 

Into the movement of the swirling of consciousness 

The wave roiling and washing away

 that which is not needed 

Be kind Be Calm 

Blessings of love and light ❤️ 

Remember?

 What is this!??

Remember what?

Let me back up...

We have been living lives and learning many eons now

We came to earth this last occasion to function in different ways

Some of us teach

Some of us seek

Some of us just be....

Why don't we remember our past lives?

Because we don't need to learn how to ride 

A horse from here to there anymore...

This is a new life with gasoline and rockets and stuff...

This new life has something new...

Called a galaxy... other planets... other suns and solar systems...

these are new now... 

you did not know this in your past lives.

because Galileo did not invent the telescope yet...

and they imprisoned him for his ideas...

This new life is a new learning experience 

Just chill... observe... be you being... you

You don't need to qualify for anything 

You don't need to do anything... 

Just be... 

You will see and understand more as each new day reflects a new you

Each day makes you older... different... wiser...

A new you... daily

 capable of absorbing love and light more

 and reflecting that love and light out to the universe in your own way

... even just a smile does it from inside you.

Share... smile... shine

What do you have to give?

Just your love and light

Thats all your mom gave to you in her womb

before she brought you through the portal 

You flow on the ocean of love

You are a most special part of the ocean

You are the wave

The sunset is nice 

The water is nice

The breeze is nice

The scent of the ocean is nice

But.... you are not this...

You are the roiling churning energetic ever changing wave

You bring specific energies 

You are not simple... you are dynamic 

You are the change factor in the equation 

Surf... learn to surf the energy 

Learning to sip the teachings 

Sip the energy don't drink... sip

You are young in this life

Learn... walk don't run

Take the time to absorb teachings and understand 

Listen... this is something I am still learning...

No hurry....

Be kind Be Calm 

Blessings of love and light ❤️ 

Tough job

 So you are just standing here...

On two feet

And you raise one...

While doing this 

A large object falls out of the sky

You try to catch it...

But you are on one leg...

That's the message 

You immediately see the folly

You need two legs to do this...

Self doubt is a heck of a slowdown ...

Be firm and go forth

Falling down is just part of the process 

 Because there is no down to fall...

It's just perspectives and the fullness they bring.

My darkness is in love with my light self....

Dark and light up and down in and out 

We need to balance these and many more

One can't exist without its counter balance...

Its amazing... I am amazing... I am

Live with Joy Love and Light

The rest comes naturally

As it is the whole

Within you

Be kind Be Calm 

Blessings of love and light ❤️ 

Your inner child

 You were not lied to.

Santa clause and the easter bunny are true...

To a five year old.

You are fed little pieces of bigger truths.

Maybe 5 pieces for 5 year olds....

Maybe 10 pieces for 8 year olds... and so on...

As you get older the information changes to larger truths and ideas

 Which then connect to many other truths together. 

Each new piece of information add to the older teachings to give you a brighter picture. 

So your first step into reality

 ...and interaction with cosmic forces 

May be far from the truth but a beginning step for you.

As you grow you now have more capacity to add and understand more... simple

There is no set speed to uncovering and learning the truth which

 you will become aware of.

Go slow in your learning... do you.

As a creator... create what feels like truth to you...

In time even this You will add to

... and make larger and brighter...

As you see new ideas being formed and learned.

Be kind Be Calm 

Blessings of love and light ❤️ 

Yin and Yang is One

 You are both positive and negative ... 

Right sided and left sided...

Ask your legs...

As a photo of the circle of Yin and Yang will show

There are no stops around the circle.

Light and dark balance each other.

The simple reality and science is this...

Every action has a equal and opposite reaction...

Simple

Adding of one thing... 

means you are Giving up some of the other... or...

You have a larger place to refill...

To bring back a balance of your vibe... 

As one is now larger than the other...

What other is this?

Any other you are working on at the time...

The two sides... this or that... love or hate... etc

Reminds me of an old saying of mine...

On a sinking ship... the more gold you grab....

The less your ability to swim.

In life... take things that will not drown you.

Try to keep rebalancing yourself 

Daily...

We need both positive and negative aspects of ourselves 

... to keep a balance in our minds...

Balance is key...

So we can more easily find our truth....

And create the new...

We As humans are failure prone...

No biggie.... 

 and must understand our Higher purpose 

as we grow

As the cosmos teaches us through maybe....

Trial and error?

Be kind Be Calm 

Blessings of love and light ❤️ 

I don't love you

 But i would like to...

My empathy is not as well developed as I see 

The need for... in this world...

So I'm working slowly towards that goal

My filter today does not reflect to me ...

Some great understanding or priceless virtue 

I am just in the middle of my own journey 

Back to my center... 

I feel as lost and primitive in my understanding 

Of this new space and time...

 as is presently being rediscovered...

 I attempt to understand and help others to understand ...

From my point of view 

In this constantly revealing timeline... of realities... 

As each person's differing daily journey continues 

This changes daily as your filters change 

As you learn more and change to suit your new placements 

With each new realization reached... daily

Be kind Be Calm 

Blessings of love and light ❤️ 

No punctuation here

 Full disclosure... i grew up in a place where

Each sentence carries at least two or more meanings 

This has opened my thoughts to different perspectives from different peoples...

I soon came to realize that punctuation in my writing is useful...

To use or equally leave out and let the reader use their own

Form of communicating and understanding 

to go quickly or more slowly 

Toward their target of self realization and cosmic inclusion 

Into the wider space we are uncovering within ourselves.... 

So I also learned while writing that when reading my work multiple times

Many different meanings reveal themselves with the same sentence...

So read and read again my friends... using your own punctuation

To negotiate the journey for your own revealing...

Use your own filters which change with each new day 

And new you... daily 

Let your mind and consciousness piece the meanings together for you.

Your higher selves guide you through this process...

Most of all

Be patient with your baby self... 

it needs love and tending while growing...

Be kind Be Calm 

Blessings Love and light to you 💛 

A short story

 You are born

You live 

You die

... too short

Long story...

You are a God

You decided to be born here

With a specific purpose 

a special task to complete 

The life you live to complete this unknown task

Is yours to decide 

As you create your daily life...

You naturally have many functions as a human

So here's  the great task....

You will change past and future forever...

... together...

by doing the present.

what ever you decide to do...

Full immersion in a dense reality...

Do you

All these creations of yours

Constantly goes directly into the consciousness 

This means it rewrites the codes of life 

In real time

By being in the presence and present

.... all the time...

So do you... and your big self

And feel proud of it mofo

Symbiosis

 We are in a relationship with form and material 

We live in a material world

We mentally pump our own thoughts and feelings out

The universe receives this energy 

It then works with your inner self to create 

The creation is of your wants and wishes

Not your needs...

You have no needs save one...

Find it..  observe it...  Calculate it... 

That one need leads to a path 

through which Your journey beckons 

We are each on our paths...

All our paths lead to one destination 

one Source 

Where can you start?

You started in your mother's womb 

A long time ago

What was your guide?

Mom's heartbeat 💓 

That slow steady beat is what you followed

For nine months... when you left ... you screamed in revolt

Hence ancestors discovered the beat again... in drums 

This is the first milestone 

As you grew you gained more insight 

... and here we are today.

You think you are needing 

But those are your wants....

With a reward in mind 

Your one need is connection to the Source 

You don't need money houses or cars to do this

Use the idea of your energy 

And what you can use this to accomplish 

Instead of pumping wants into your space...

Just pump love and light

As your mother taught you in her womb

That's all you got and needed then...

Her love and light... protected inside her 

cuddled and loved ... you made her proud 

... and she beamed with light energy 

Therein lies the symbiotic relationship you became part of

Your mother gave

you received and flooded her with feelings emotions and energy 

...as the universe gave power to her to grow you

This love and light frequency or thought energy 

Is the steady beat of life and living

The heartbeat of the universe and Source 

With this motherly wrapping of love and light around you

You can now freely return love and light to those around you ...

To the universe 

This is your work... to free yourself from the stink of wants

To do the work needed in the universe 

So others will find safety and calm... 

They will find their own bucket of love and light to share.

Learn to connect your dots...

You have been here before 

Your memory comes in waves of ... serendipity. 

Follow it... your memory... it is a part of you

It is a choice you freely make with free will.

Evil only pays in money... 

goodness pays in kind... in goodness 

Be kind

 Be Calm 

Blessings of love and light ❤️ 

Life?

 Life is not hard but comes with its own character and flavor 

It's  you thrusting your sword ... into a wave at the ocean 

It's you breathing out... without you being promised another 

Be the wave

Then surf the wave 

What is the wave?

Frequency comes in waves...

Many waves in this ocean 

Feels nurturing 

Feels... inside 

Chit chat

 By us being here we are... Creating the now.

If we were not here we would still be Creating ...

 A different now with us not being present 

This is the function of creators 

Power is in your function in this space

It is an old power You possess 

... a human power

It is your power to do

Your power to be

a human... being

It is a power of choice 

If you dont choose 

you will have made a choice (police)

You've been here before 

Patriarchy

 We don't simply live this life... we strive to create

We are the creators 

Why do we have a patriarchy? 

Because the male is the tip of the spear 

He is expendable 

He represents the strength of the warrior 

The female is the shooter of that arrow

She makes the important decisions 

She is the portal to earth... your mother

We all have one

The male is half of the whole and is always welcome 

The yin to the yang

Balancing all

Can you walk on one foot? No...

Both work as a team... as one

We speak of the Source... the all... the one 

The forest is the all knowing that protects and provides 

The monkey does not know about the forest.... his protector 

Sophia is the creator of this demigod 

Let the love of the mother force guide you

The female force is rising now

Trust the female in you

There are various mother forces or powers acting now

Becoming stronger to balance the patriarchy 

Embrace your mother force and use her intelligence

To make your steps strong and calculated 

Om Aim Saraswatyai Namaha

Be kind 

Be Calm 

God in a box... you in a box

 Why do you put your God in a box?

Your God is omnipresent 

Your God is omnipotent 

You God is this that and the other...

Your God theory is a similar misunderstanding as all other global God theories. 

None has ever been proven to be truth 

Doesn't that God come with a devil?

According to your theories there is good and evil

Brought by God and Satan... the red guy with horns and a pitchfork. 

They say he has demons... which ones is unclear...

Vampire... werewolf... succubus... casper... easter bunny...who knows...

Do you have a reasonable or even believable theory to hold on to?

What will you teach your children?

That Santa clause theory? That's a tough one.

Do yourself a favor...

Be silent and just relax

... thats all.

Light comes in your eyes...

Illuminates the body and brain...

The higher mind  functions...

In intelligence you were not taught...

You are intelligent... use this

The gain is a loss of ignorance 

Be kind to yourself 

Give yourself time to grow

Space to expand

There is no hurry...

You are called a human being...

So be... peacefully with yourself for a bit...

As time does not exist... except in your concepts 

Did they not teach the old you

That a blink of God's eyes is an eternity to you?

So... no time

Use the concepts and ideas to formulate 

What you see sense and partially understand 

Just start by beginning relaxed and silent 

You deserve a free moment to think and feel

Instead of following the evils and lies of this world's greed.

Religions teach you that the system has multiple levels of thoughts and understanding 

So ok.... learn to climb.

Be kind 

Be Calm 

Sophia the mother of God

 One of the many teachings of the world's religions is this one,

God is just a demigod and his mother created him without the proper input.

Another is the unspoken love between Jesus and Mary Magdalene 

Another is that Judas was following the true plan

The Gospel of Thomas blows my mind

Who is Lilith? 

Is Eve the first?

Why did God use his rib... and not the clay? ... and when?

Adam and Eve made Cain and Abel... Cain killed Abel

So they are the first 3 people left...

Cain went to the land of Nod and begot himself a wife.... 

How can jesus be the son of God in one scripture and be just a prophet in another? 

The Ethiopian bible has 88 books

Moses learned the 42 non confessions... 10 of which were...

Who watches Who

 You were taught you will be judged 

There is someone watching you

There is someone you are watching 

Same thing... you are the one watching you

You will judge you in time

Don't be anxious ... don't disappoint yourself

Be kind Be Calm... to yourself and others 

Be neutral... don't add unnecessary stuff to the mix

...no NPK when your plants only need water...

By then Your overthinking has overdone it

Nature is not here for you...

You are nothing... if you understand correctly...

Your mind can think and create ... With or without your input

Accept the natural forces at play ...Work within that framework 

Many of you pray . 

Why?

Is there someone... something... things...

Helping you? Bestowing something? Maybe something you lack?

Please show us... help someone else...

It is understandable that it helps you

And that is enough

I am attempting to show you...

Work with what you see and touch

Pick the low hanging fruits you can reach

Leave the prayer thing for when you sleep...

Your inner self and intelligence handles that

You got all this dogma from historical beginnings 

All these variations of global god dogmas

These were helpful over those times... with primitive means...

Think... which of these fictions are correct still? 

Work with what you see

What your eyes see is not

What your mind sees

Use your "I" powers

These can include Intuition intelligence imagination inspiration etc

Remember your true self ...You are already creators 

... but you are searching for your creator...

Because.... you looking for some gift or reward?

To be saved... from what?

That's just a misunderstanding 

You are not a frightened little rabbit 

Be the hurricane bringing the storm of truth 

Your loved ones are guided by this

No need to pretend ...You can only fool yourself 

Make one stand at a time... this day

Each day brings a new you... 

Make a new stand then.

Be kind 

Be Calm 

God...s

 Where is your god?

Of new or of old

Is it hither... now or then

You already know you know

They said it was here

But does not seem to show

I feel... I think... I know

This story has more to go

They must be here

They must be grand

The truth is they're fleeting 

Like your footsteps in the sand

It's not a smell

It's not a sight

It's the memory of your death

And you rebirth in light

You don't walk alone 

You are carried aloft

You are nestled in arms

Both loving and soft

You can never fall 

As your wings are strong

Neither fall in your flight 

Nor In the power of your song

You don't need rest 

You don't need a path...

You are the hound of hell...

Heaven bound.

 Be kind 

Be Calm 

Piecemaker

 Peacemaker

Take the pieces

Make the whole

Take the power 

You are the foal

You rebuild each day

A new you to see

You are human

You were made to be

Take off your old armor 

Put on the new

You never see the way

It is written in you

The new is process 

The new is loss

There is a bargain 

When you find your voice

The weeds are calling

They are your old voices from hither

They take your breath... they take your pain

 Steal you away...

From this death and decay

The light you seek

Is gentle and soft

It's flow you see...

In the river aloft

The colors are melted

They flow into sound

You are not the child

But the teacher abound

With great gifts you challenge 

Your old self to grow

Wisdom love and light

You will come to know.

Be kind Be Calm 

Grumpy

 You

Smile 

Release yourself and shine your light

You and I

 Source is the ocean 

Made up of you and I 

The universe is consciousness 

Made up of you and I

Now I can't tell 

What's you or I

You are the beginning 

Of the universe 

I am the middle 

When we get together 

We will become that verse...

The beautiful new beginning 

Be kind 

Be Calm 

You

 You are working on your story

This fits into the bigger picture 

All that you do is your history 

The Akashic record keeps all

Your journey is yours to make

Chances are yours to take

Others choose after you

That shows who you are

Infinity

 Time is an infinity 

Faith is an infinity 

Destiny is an infinity 

Counting the number of breaths you take 

Is an infinity you don't keep

Ignorance is an infinity 

Loss is an infinity 

You are finally grateful 

To lose your insanity 

Everyone is one

There is only me and you

Together enjoined

The Source is the two

The Flow

 Reach into the river 

Feel it's flow

From where it comes?

The Source ... we all know

Bring nothing ....

You are here to receive 

Come not for a bandage 

Just come to heal

You've been here before 

That time... from that place

As you healed back then

So shall you heal again 

The flow will embrace you

Wrap you in it's light

Fix you fully

Send you back to the fight

You fight for knowledge 

You fight for truth

You fight with courage

To bring forth your fruit

Be kind 

Be Calm 

Simple Silence

 Silence is your most powerful meditation 

Silence teaches

Silence keeps you grounded 

Silence calms your restless mind 

Silence finds that which is sought within you

Silence is your connection to your source 

This is your truth

This is my truth

This is our truth

This is the truth 

Be kind 

Be Calm 

Earth is the reflection

 You are the reflection 

The illusion...

Slow and heavy

Turn ... empty your cup

Refill with...light

This earth is a shared existence 

This is no separation 

There are many spaces or houses there...

In your heavenly place

As you attain consciousness and then enlightenment 

you move to larger spaces where more enlightened souls 

... exist 

They help you gather light from this

Be kind 

Be Calm 

Om Lam Namaha

Four steps

Religious ideas ...God ... big picture 

Spiritual ideas... Source... Bigger picture 

Consciousness... you are born with this understanding 

Enlightenment... learning your power... place and adding purpose in this space

Be kind

Be Calm

Forget the Father

 Why? Do you see one?

Jesus said that he used the father phrase simply because...

 It was the appropriate political and cultural setting to present. 

Think of if Jesus told you to follow Mary instead of him...

Or follow her advice... as he did...

The other disciples complained to him that they were plagued with not understanding his parables...

Did he also tell you to become a religious follower?...

Of any religious faith?... no

There is no single male or female in the whole

There is only the whole... the ocean filled with us...

Drops making the whole

The yin and yang 

Balancing this space is an integral part of becoming the timeless soul.

Be kind

Be Calm